Sunday, July 11, 2010

Fourth of July


The Fourth is always a fun time with the Miller family. They have several traditions including a big breakfast, a neighborhood and community parade and rocket contest that I always look forward to. With this being Kennedy's first real holiday it was even more wonderful! I often forget to get pictures of the three of us while we are out so I made a point this Fourth. In part, to justify buying Kennedy a dress just for a single day :). Here are some of the pictures from the day. If anyone can show me how to post video I would love to show a few cute videos as well.Grandma Miller, Great Grandma Hirschi, Kennedy and Justin. A four generation picture!

Me and my new favorite person. Isn't she beautiful? (You don't need to answer that, I have already made up my mind!)

Saturday, June 5, 2010

Because I had a baby, I am behind on blogging about my baby! To make up for it here are some pictures with short descriptions, to catch you up. More to come later.
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Kennedy's First Baby Pictures

When Kennedy was 10 days old Cristi Nelson, a friend of my friend Danielle came to our house and took pictures. We loved the pictures, they turned out just as I wanted. We kept the house close near the temperature of a sauna so Kennedy could sleep peacefully. Thanks Cristi!
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Wednesday, May 19, 2010

Kennedy's Birth Story

I figure since Kennedy is now a month old I should probably post a few pictures and let people know about the birth.

On Monday April 19, Justin and I went in for the 41 week appointment. As is protocol after the due date, our doctor sent us the hospital to have a non-stress test. Based on the outcome of that test, Dr. Kiraly said we would determine when to induce me.

By 10:30 we were at the hospital for the non-stress test only to find out that my amniotic fluid was extremely low. After a quick call to my doctor the sonogram tech sent us straight over the labor and delivery to be induced.

As most of you know, I took the Bradley courses and had full intentions of a natural labor BUT the caveat to this was always what was best for Kennedy. Since her fluid was critically low Justin nor I batted an eye at being induced. Since I was not really dialated they started me on Cytotech at ~3 p.m. The first dose started some mild contractions but when they gave me my second dose around 7 I really started to feel them. Well, I should say, I thought I was feeling what a contraction felt like (I had NO idea what was coming!).

By 10 I was in full on labor and working with Justin through each of the contractions. By 3 in the morning Justin needed some relief so he called our doula, Renae to come help me with the ever-worsening pain. Renae and Justin were wonderful! They were so supportive and so attentive to me and my labor.

We kept progressing with the contractions and I was really, really hurting. At about 6 a.m. I started asking for drugs. By 7 I was begging for them!!! Justin finally said that we would get an cervix check and based on that I could choose to have an epidural or not. When the nurse checked me and I was only a 3 (remember, this is about 11 or 12 hours in) I said "Give the to me!!!" While I was disappointed that I gave up on my plans for a natural birth, I have not once regretted the decisions especially after what happen next...

My doctor and nurse determined that I was not progressing fast enough so they decided to turn up the Putosin around 8a.m.. While I did not experience the pain of these contractions I could still feel the pressure they created. It was enormous! If I could not handle the pain at a slow drip of Putosin, I would have never been able to do it at this rate.

Several hours past and they decided to do another cervical check since I was having some show. It was determined that I was around a 9 so they laid off the Putosin and started to prep the room for delivery. When I hadn't started to feel the need to push about an hour later they checked me again only to find I had begun to de-dialate. Concerned as to why this would happen they brought in the head attending and had him check out my inner workings (using his entire hand and reaching up to what I believe to be my lungs). He discovered that Kennedy was not only sunnyside up but she also had her hand up by her head. With this news my doctor said "No wonder your contractions were so bad!" So basically she was clogged in my birth canal and was not able to work herself further down. The attending tried moving her but apparently she was too far up and there was not enough wiggle room to do so.

In light of this new information, the doctors determined that the only way to safely get her out was via c-section. They left the room to give Justin and I a moment to talk about it and I broke down crying. 24 hours earlier I had plans of delivering naturally and now I was laying on a hospital bed with tubes and IV's coming out of me and being informed I was about the have the first surgery of my life. The doctors and nurses came back in a few minutes later in full surgery outfits and said a room was available now and we needed to go. The next twenty minutes were a blur of surgeons coming in and consenting me, doctors walking me through the procedure, nurses prepping me and me staring wide-eyed at Justin wondering how this all happened.

Around 4:10 they took me into the surgery room. They had to make sure I was good and numb before they allowed Justin to come in with me. All I remember is holding some nurses hand who just came on shift and responding to if I could feel pain or not. Then Justin was there and about the same time I felt the pressure on my lower abdomin that I knew was them slicing me open. It was not two minutes later that I felt a lot of pressure and then heard the sound all parents long to hear, the gurgled first cry of their baby. They held her up over the curtain and then took her to the nurses to clean out her lungs. Justin left me and went to be with Kennedy. It took another 20 minutes or so for them to staple be back into place and then I was taken back to my room.

I was so thankful that Justin had called my Dad and Cindy to come to the hospital as soon as we found out about the surgery. Had he not I would have been in my room all alone. In what seemed like hours they finally brought Kennedy to me. The encouraged me to immediately put her on my breast which I did and she began eating right away---what a miracle!

We spent the next three days in the hospital and got to bring her home April 23.

Here are some of her stats:
Born 4:23 p.m. on April 20, 2010
Height: 21 inches
Weight: 7 lbs 3 oz
Weight leaving hospital: 6 lbs 13 oz.
Apgar Score: 8
Hours of labor: 18 (not counting early labor)

Wednesday, April 14, 2010

Showers of Love

Justin and I are truly blessed to have many wonderful friends and family members in our lives. Thanks to these people we had, perhaps, an embarrassing amount of baby showers. So many people stepped forward to help us welcome Kennedy. Here is a short description of each one:


Shower One:

Hosted by: Brynn Eastman, Kristy Johnson and Ashley Johnson
Guests: High school and college friends
Description: Brynn, the glue that keeps the high school girls together offered to throw this shower at her Mom's house in WVC. It was so much fun! We played Baby Alphabet and Sitcom Kids, both organized by Ashley. We ate yummy chicken salad sandwiches, fruit, veggies and Brynn made a cute cupcake cake! After eating and playing games I opened presents from my generous friends.

College roommates/friends Kelly Seale, Danielle Christensen and Kirty Jenkins


High school friends Heidi Hamilton, Kristy Johnson, Heather Hendrikson, Brynn Eastman and Ashley Johnson
Shower Two:

Hosted by: Dearie Patterson and Cindy Patterson
Guests: Family from both Hirschi/Miller and Patterson sides
Description: The domestic goddesses Dearie (my sis-in-law) and Cindy (my stepmom) put on a beautiful shower in Kennedy's honor! They made themed cupcakes, goodie bags and had a beautiful spread of food including the most beautiful spinach salad I have ever seen. We played the Price is Right, baby edition and a Nursery Rhyme game that was not for the faint of heart! I was touched by all the family that came and for their wonderful gifts. We received a lot of homemade items at this shower which are precious and irreplaceable to me due to the time and love put into each piece.

A diaper cake! Cute and functional! I like it so much I have been unable to disassemble it!


Designer cupcakes made by the ever-talented Dearie.

(Note: If anyone has more pictures of this shower, I would love to get them from you and post a few more, I only captured a few as you can see!)

Shower Three:

Hosted by: Jen Larson and McKenzie Carlisle
Guests: Friends from grad school
Description: I knew that if Jen and McKenzie were putting on a party, it would be fun and boy was I not let down! At this party people pretty much just sat around and chatted but they also had the opportunity to make Kennedy a personalized onesie using tie-dye! It was so funny to watch people really get into this process! The onesies were washed are going to be quite the fashion statement when Kennedy wears them! I promised a slide show of her in all of them so look to see that in the next few months. I was really touched by the turnout to this party and by how many people showed up with yummy food. I am a bit of an anomaly being a pregnant woman in grad school but their showing of support was warmly felt.

(Note: I have no pictures of this shower but I know several people were taking pics :(. Please if you have some send them to me so I can post your beautiful faces!)

Shower Four:

Hosted by: Helen Langan and Ann Ober
Guests: The Politicos
Description: This shower was a blast! It was the only shower that men-folk were invited to since there were a lot of Justin's friends attending. The guys were great to have! I don't think they minded the party too much since the food was to die for and their was champagne and mimosas enough to take off any girly edge. Helen and Ann decorated beautifully for the event with the crown decoration being a cake they had made where, on a garden path, there was a sign saying "Welcoming the Newest Democrat!" No games played just a lot of fun conversation and more generous gift giving.


"Welcoming the Newest Democrat" cake!

Part of the enormous and beautiful (not to mention delicious) spread!

Jani putting a Hooter Hider on Justin which he wore for the duration of the shower!

Justin and I with the fantastic hostesses Ann Ober and Helen Langan

Our hearts our full of gratitude and love to all of you who put on or came to these showers. Your gifts now fill Kennedy's room with reminders of support and generosity. We are so blessed to have such a 'village' to raise our child in. We love you all so much! Thank you.

Cupcake Bites


I have been looking for projects to keep me busy each day; both school things to feel productive and outside entertainment to keep me in good spirits. Yesterday, I decided to take on a fun baking project that I found on Bakerella.com. If you have not been there, check it out, it is so much fun and the lady who runs it writes so clearly that it made me feel like I could take on this project. I made the cupcake bites and I think they turned out super cute (especially for my first time!).

Wednesday, April 7, 2010

Sitting, Waiting, Wishing


A horrifying thing just happened to me--I ran out of things to do. I have been avoiding my last bit of grading but today I woke up and realized that was all that was on my agenda. Sure I can begin other projects but that is hard to do when I know I will just have to put them on pause any day now...

To speed up the birthing process, so it would not get to this point, I have done the following:

1. Walking: I have gone for several walks, parked in the back of parking lots and just generally stayed busy with chores around the house. So far, hasn't helped.

2. Raspberry leaf tea: My doula gave this to me as a way to ripen my cervix and encourage effacing. I have been drinking at least two cups a day since Sunday and so far, no luck.

3. Black Cohosh: This is another herbal supplement that I have heard is well known for starting labor. I searched several stores looking for it, only to find it at Dave's Nutrition as a liquid supplement which means in very concentrated form. It is pretty gross tasting but I have been drinking it for a day and... nada.

4. Foot rubs and other oxytocin inducing behaviors. Nuff said, it hasn't worked.

I thought I was being responsible by wrapping up my school assignments in a timely manner, getting the nursery set up early and getting hospital bags and other supplies organized and ready. But now I am wondering if I should have put them off! The problem is not only that I want to sleep better and feel like myself again (yes I realize both of those will not come right off!), I really want to meet this girl we have been talking so much about. I want to see whose ears and eyes and nose she got. I want to know if she is fussy or easy-going. I just want to know her!

Alas, I will continue to wait. Perhaps I can do the dishes again?